we're are nice people

it was like yesterday, i recevied my result.
my disappointed result O level result.
and today, i am going to receive it again, differently.
i scored 16points for L1R4, almost eligible for all course.
with jus one pathetic look, it release all the stress in me.
am i dreaming?

i planned to not look at my result aft i leave sch.
but mrs yow, on purposed, show me my result.
of course, target the english grade first! SIX!
YES! done it! i finally smile truefully for once.
Maths and A.Maths, THREE.
Science and P.O.A, TWO.
Humanities, SEVEN.
i shld hav get this result a year ago, why now?
no point answering that question, enjoy for now.
i thank and hug miss ang.

i called my dad to spread the good news.
he was not the first one in my mind.
then follow on sister, and lied to my mum i failed.
the lied went on successfully and she deeu me.

celebrated with chap, gino and bingru jus now.
it was like a dream that i received that kind of result.
i dont really believe it also, hahas.
i can do better but, its good already.

hav a good rest ltr, tmr goin to choose the courses.
i jus hope there's an archeology course.

i think i like her, but im not sure anyway.
yes, i give up on her as that is wad she wanted.
i must respect and support her.
but im not sure, not going to tell her.
i afraid we cant be friends once i said.
let fate decides it all, hahas.