we're are nice people

its been awhile already,
from the time i received my results.
choosing courses is a real headache for me.
too many choices, i must consider a few things.
1.distance between home and the poly.
2.course im taking isit my interest.
3.will i get a job if a got a diploma on tt course.

come to think of it, i pass or fail O lvl also got headache.

if i fail, i need to worry more abt my future
and what am i gona do next.

now that i've passed, i need to spend a limited time
choosing the courses that may affect my future.

why isnt there a course on archeology?
singapore insituations kinda sucks after all,
as i use to look up on them.

that day after i received my result, i kinda
celebrated with my fellow peers.
then we scattered first but later meeting in the night.
i went to look for zi jia, my ex-colleague from mentor media.

a few days before that day, she told me she will be
coming to chinatown to shop.
in my mind, oh yea mann! a date!
its damn obvious that she will be with her frens lor.
i jus hav wild thoughts, that's all.

as promise, i went to meet this little lady.
surpisingly, she's with her ex-bf(?), her female fren and bf.
i was like kinda extra, no choice but to be thick-skinned.
however, i think that maybe things will be better without me
around. abit weird. they maybe wont get lost ba?

i wonder! i know that particular will go so wrong and
yet i still go and do it? isit because of promise, or what?
abit strange? ya, i really wonder.

its not the first time, but alot of time liao.
want me to list out all the events that i made a fool of myself
everytime? of course cannot la. i really, very regret.

what shall i do ltr? it all depends.