we're are nice people

"Man proposes, God diposes"
anyone know what this proverb means?
actually i need to thank chappy for finding this book,
"basic students' vocabulary"
my english standed is really that low, laughs

Things may not turn out the way we want them to.

another one of the interesting proverbs,
"The course of true love never did run smooth"
well for this, i totally agree with this proverb.
as myself is also facing love problem, laughs

Two persons truly in love often have to overcome many obstacles before they can be together.

for me, it is more like a one-sided love.
yes, i love her indeed. and i ended up hurting her.
i try to show my care and concern, but that irritates her.
how i know? her frens tell me, trustable informations.
so i decided to bury the feelings in my damaged heart.
recently, i heard that she broke up with him.
indeed im delighted, yet i also feel miserable.

is god trying to give me an opportunity?
looking at the days now, thank you god!
what a timing! exam period!
oh thank you god even more! she's goin back after the exams.
well i cant actually blame you also.
i didnt cherish my chances, i wasted and destroyed them!

so what the hell should i do?
i seek advices from alot of people.
1. pretend that she nvr exist.
2. go for it for, its a chance for you.
3. try to inprove ur relationship with her first.
4. are you sure not? you may not be able to afford her.
5. let fate decide on the result.

i did tell my dear mum about it.
the 5th advice is from her, serious?
she scolded me at first, then i explained.
i told her, i nvr care for a person so much.
she believe me, but she also think i no chance.
so she give me that advice, and escaped.

time is drifting away, i better do smth quick.
i may or nvr see her again once she leave.
i need to see her, alone and tell her my feelings.
i jus wan to tell her, i dont want to regret.