we're are nice people

i'm so hungry!! yet i dont hav e appetite!
strange isnt it? werid illness.
i'm able to eat when there's ppl around.
i cant when there isnt.
die mann.

i haven been writing about my activities.
all of them seemed to be like a dream.

last friday;
12am-3am, i shldnt hav done tt?
home sleep, then mahjiong at kit hao hs.
i was owning in the first place.
but smth got into me, i lost money.
conclusion, i still win! wow.

last saturday;
went home after the midnight mahjiong.
chatted with cindy on my way home.
slept for few hours, then met up with tong pao.
went novena attented pko party.
managed to win some prizes.

last sunday;
allowed my tormented soul and body to rest.
wasnt really sleeping, my mind is still working.
in the night, went to ah ma house eat.
mahjiong and won enought cash for a meal.
met up with kk, had desert.
mistaken for MIA and dead.

yesterday;
stayed within home.
play pko till my char job change.
ah ma house again, hav some cakes.
see my cousin's baby(so cute!)
i spent most of the time staring at him.

boring, isnt it?
got nth to say and do.
seen so lifeless.

snakes hibernate during cold whether,
so i sleep till late, late ma.
my sis said, to you, everyday is winter.
but my sis dono tt sometimes i wasnt really asleep at all.
i laugh loudly, she scolded me,
"go and die la" in mandrin
that sounds really familar to me.
then the laugher stop, followed by a smile.

job search still in progess.
any lobang for me, anyone?