we're are nice people

it was one week ago..
i decided to pon sch on thursday..
ended up getting a mc which last me for two days..
thus, i wont be seeing the sch for 4 days..

unfortunately, tt cause me quite a burden..
my journal when seeing, found it only today..
the phy text i borrow from LMC oso went missing..
lots of homework, no one informed me..
thus, i'm like a zombie for two days in sch..

i dont no whether izit good or bad..
"when u cant beat then, join them.,"
i started havin childish nonsence with them..
only to a certain extent that is, my mind says no..

well, i sat with them during lunch break today..
we were havin soocer discussion, then they appeared..
mevalia and her fren, vanessa..
then, they started tokin smth tt will offend them..
sick and tired of it, i shut my ears and hav my fruits..
its like, they keep on saying, but..
its being so rude, and no respect to them at all..
they have oso other rude remarks on others too..
i cant stand it at all, but still, tolerance..

after i hav recovered from my sickness, my phone became less noisy..
well, tw show some concern to me when i was sick..
im so glad tt at least got some1 cares abt me..
but sadly, she stop msg me after i have recovered..
i wonder why, but i nvr ask..
the mystery of human beings..

i'm the bad person everytime..
no matter wad happens, no matter how much i've help..
in others eyes, i'm always the evil one..
firstly, i'm like destroying my buddy r/s..
second, when things go wrong, my name is also mentioned even though i am not involved..
there's still alot to be said for i'm lazy to type them out..
conclusion, i'm always the bad one..

soon, i will be all lonely again, strivin my best for O levels..
i had divorced with my two fake wifes..
the interest in us had ran out, and its kinda stupid..
also, i guess my pal is leaving me soon..
to the world of an fortuante lady..
no one will be there to accompany me out..
in the streets of Orchard road, u may find me rotting alone..
that cannot be avoided(i think) but i happy for him..
to be welcome to the world of loves..
i will chant in the temple, for their happiness..

face the reality, down-to-earth
stop dreaming on things that will not happen..
life is hard, but nvr stop moving on..
even if it means walking alone..