we're are nice people

its been seasons since i last blogged?
dont hav e determination to do anything.
dont hav the mood to even do little stuff.
feel tt i'm lacking smth in my life but dono wad izit..
since i like vr carefree, there's nth to push me forward.
and i cant oso push myself on..
lack of fuel? maybe..
looking at my size, i wonder how can i get mass..
i wana gain mass, the hunger to gain weight..
holidays ending, so wads wif e hw?
no mood to do oso! no mood for every stuff..
games? gameover every now and then..
i pity the state of myself, poor thing? wadeva..
sigh, its been like tt for weeks.. wad do i need?
i not sure wad i need oso..
it sucks being like tt, really..
wana show love to her oso cannot? lol.. jk..
seems like i still able to joke..
wana tell her, but letting him down..
complicated love? i tot i shld not be in r/s mood..
maybe tt's my trouble trouble? not sure..
there's a sacrifice behind everything..
but do tt thing worth sacrificing for? tt's up to u..
so shld i sacrifice him for her? i'm not gay..
izit worth losing it? as if she will accept my proposal..
oh gosh, wad am i saying..
i feel like i am being fool around..
this sound so serious, better end it..
looking at how loving my parents and my sis and her bf..
i'm jealous..
all the ppl a came across wif,
"u're nice guy! there shld be a one for u"
are they being irony? hope they're not..
sch life, as far as it goes, i'm fine wif it..
the teachers and teenagers are givin me headache..
listening to their daily rountine, its funny..
esp the hairy woman, disgusting!!
mushroom said tt i have improved, feel so honour!!
miss you say i miss you cuz miss you miss you and miss you
"this will nvr ends.. hahas.."
saying abt oss, the carnival..
i develop the confindence of making balloons.. hahas
have lot of fun esp i can get to see her once in a while..
sad thing is, my beautiful lady din come.. how sad..
i better stop or i can nvr end this post..
e courage to tok to the person u love determine how much u love him/her..
"wosh!! i'm good!! hahas"